Hey! I’m Severin, 14 years old and from Kaufbeuren, a little village near Augsburg [Bavaria, Germany].
Well I’d like to try telling you about my coming-out, that’s not easy for me at all.

It’s been about 3 years ago, I wasn’t just yet 12 and have had two “kindergarten girlfriends” so far.
After them a long and eventfully time began…

My mother and my father were both at the hospital, one after the other,  and fought for their future.
I’ve been thinking a lot and got to know me.  When a friend invited me to a barbecue, everything started off. It was Roman who was there too. We spend the whole evening together and hat a lot of fun. For the following days I couldn’t think about anything but himand met him in school a lot. I really had a crush on him. I came out due to this to my best friend and some classmates, what went really well and encouraged me.

Some weeks later I registered in a gay chat and got to know a cute guy I chatted a long time with. He finally succeeded to conquer my heart that belonged to Roman till then. After out first date I was certain and wanted nothing to stand between us and our relation. That’s why I started coming out “completly”. I came out to my family at my 12th birthday at the beginning of summerholidays. At that time nobody took me and that for real, I’ve been the small, thin boy for them.

I tried again during our vacation in Austria and this time they listened! Still in the summer holidays my parents invited my recently gained friend who I wasn’t able to see until then. My parents got to know him and immediatly took him in their hearts. On the last weekend before school started over I visited him in Regensburg to see his home. Back in school I started totally different, was open about my homosexuality and didn’t get any negative reactions! So I was finally completly “out” and head over heels in love with my boyfriend - which whom I’m still together…

Translation by Jay. The original text (German) with more photos can be found here. Thanks for the link Kollio :)

Ich bin mir ziemlich sicher, dass sich einige Leute meiner ehm… ‘Generation’ noch bestens an NfJ (Nur für Jungs) erinnern können. Die Seite wurde damals von KevinD (der mir auch moralischen Beistand leistete, als ich meine erste eigene Seite aufgemacht hatte ^^) zusammengebastelt und geführt. Thema war die männliche Masturbation in allen denkbaren Erscheinungsformen. Neue Besucher waren immer wieder überrascht, in welcher Vielfalt und Ausführlichkeit man sich diesem Thema widmen kann. Und ich war wohl nicht der einzige, der den Sonntagen ob des obligatorischen NfJ-Updates entgegengefiebert hat ;o) Neben vielen, vielen anderen Features hatte NfJ eine große Storysammlung in der die Besucher der Seite ihre Erlebnisse (oder Fantasien) zum Thema veröffentlichten konnten. Eine nicht zu unterschätzende Inspiration in einer Zeit, in der noch niemand an Videostreaming zu denken wagte ;) Und weil ich immer wieder lese, dass Leute nach eben diesen Geschichten suchen hab ich sie (fast 800 Seiten!) einfach mal hochgeladen. Viel Spaß damit ^__^

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NIFTY STORIES

* Ghost Story at the Wizards House
* Halloween at Bald Rock
* The Hallowe’en Attack of Bigpaw

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BLOGS

* Read some scary Halloween Posts at DC’s
* Or have a look at some Porn Ghost Stories xD
* See some strange things at Curious Expeditions

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MOVIES

Don’t know what to watch tonight? Well, sure: Horror Flicks! There are some classics you shouldn’t miss if you haven’t seen them yet. Some of them are available at archive.org for free :)

* What To Do In A Zombie Attack (2006) * Night of the Living Dead (1968) * Nosferatu (1922) * Sweeney Todd (1936) * The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari (1920) * Frankenstein (1910) * The Phantom of the Opera (1925) * Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde (1920)  * The House On Haunted Hill (1959) * Fall of the House of Usher (1928)

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GAMES

I hate the fact Troika is (un)dead but before they died, they gave us the best game ever made! Ok, that’s kinda subjective but I can’t even find words to describe how much I love this game ^^, It has some serious bugs and was released way to early but the atmosphere, oh boy the atmosphere….

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MUSIC

Looking for Halloween Music? Try these…

* Untoten * Zombie Girl * Der blaue Reiter *

Or just use last.fm’s Tag Radio…